Things only a doctoral candidate would say –

By Running on Fumes on July 1, 2024

I recognize I already made a post about preposterous things but I have a last minute addition: can you believe there's published material not available as an e-book? Me neither! I was forced to dig for this book on the deep, dark webs just to find an affordable edition. Unfortunately, there's no Ctrl+F option here.

some light reading required

Pleasant observation: 100 pages and counting! But who is? It seemed to be the first major hurdle: surpassing the 100 pg mark. As most dissertations are 300-400 pgs, I have many more pages to write before I sleep. Circa Robert Frost'ish. I've just recalled I'm expecting another textbook via mail because I had (read, was forced) to utilized interlibrary loan to obtain the book; it's being shipped to me from my university's library in Virginia. Oh yay, another book to peruse in my spare hours.

Relatedly: "Waiting is the answer we least want to receive because, in our hyper-rushed, instant gratification world, it doesn't feel like a real answer." Waiting isn't really in my vocabulary. I don't like to wait. I like to go! Alas, finding time to wait seems to be a struggle. Always the conundrum. On a recent leadership traits exercise with others supervisors, etc., we were instructed to choose the top trait (out of 20 options) we value in our own leaders, then choose our own strength and limitation. My top choice for my leaders was communication. My self-described strength was problem-solving; the trait I'm the worst at...patience. As I explained it, problem solving and patience are the light and dark of the world, nearly completely opposites. I'm a do'er, a fixer, a get-it-done-now; thus, I have very little patience for waiting.

I know I owe some weeks worth of trackers -

As I spent some time away, here's the recap for activity vs pages written: